A latter-day Bonjour Tristesse.’ THE SYDNEY MORNING HERALD

‘Joltingly alive, beautiful and terrifying.’ HELEN GARNER

‘Madcap, heart-breaking … my new favorite writer.’ LAUREN ELKIN

‘An exquisite study of what happens to the wild forces of attraction when it crashes into the hard structures of societal, class and cultural difference.’ THE SATURDAY PAPER

‘Stunning debut.’ MARIE-CLAIRE

Sharp, funny and unflinchingly honest, Jayne Tuttle’s memoir lifts you off the page and into a Paris far beyond the postcards. This new edition of Paris or Die is a headlong plunge into not just life in Paris, but life itself.

Aspiring actor Jayne lives in Melbourne, where she dreams of a creative life. But after her mother dies unexpectedly, Jayne loses her bearings. Untethered, heartsick, she is soon on a plane to Paris with no return ticket. The city, it seems, has its own plans for her.

She finds herself in a vibrant and dizzying neighbourhood, living in a former monastery, studying at a famous theatre school, falling in love with a Frenchman too beautiful to be real. She will forget her past and disappear into the culture if it kills her. And one strange night, it nearly does.

Raw, real and evocative, Paris or Die is an unforgettable picture of love, grief and adventure.

PARIS OR DIE was developed into a theatre piece in 2021, with director and fellow Lecoq school alumnus, John Bolton.

The hour-long solo show was performed in Melbourne, regional Victoria and in Paris over the next two years, culminating in a performance in October 2023 at the Couvent des Récollets, where the original story of the book takes place.

More about the show here.

In 2026 the book has been optioned to a director for development into a film.